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I RUN A GREAT DANGER IN THE HOUSE OF SHAWS
For a day that was begun so ill,
the day passed
fairly well. We had
cold again at noon, and hot porridge at night; porridge and small beer
uncle's diet. He
spoke but little,
and that in the same way as before, shooting a question at me after a
silence; and when I sought to lead him to talk about my future, slipped
it again. In a room
next door to
the kitchen, where he suffered me to go, I found a great number of
Latin and English, in which I took great pleasure all the afternoon.
Indeed, the time passed so lightly in this good
company, that I began to
be almost reconciled to my residence at Shaws; and nothing but the
sight of my
uncle, and his eyes playing hide and seek with mine, revived the force
One thing I discovered, which put
me in some doubt.
This was an entry on the fly-leaf of a chap-book
(one of Patrick
Walker's) plainly written by my father's hand and thus conceived: "To
brother Ebenezer on his fifth birthday" Now, what puzzled me was this:
That, as my father was of course the younger brother, he must either
some strange error, or he must have written, before he was yet five, an
excellent, clear manly hand of writing.
I tried to get this out of my head; but though I took down many interesting authors, old and new, history, poetry, and story-book, this notion of my father's hand of writing stuck to me; and when at length I went back into the kitchen, and sat down once more to porridge and small beer, the first thing I said to Uncle Ebenezer was to ask him if my father had not been very quick at his book.
"Alexander? No him!" was the reply. "I was far quicker mysel'; I was a clever chappie when I was young. Why, I could read as soon as he could."
This puzzled me yet more; and a thought coming into my head, I asked if he and my father had been twins.
He jumped upon his stool, and the
horn spoon fell out
of his hand upon the floor. "What
gars ye ask that?" he said, and he caught me by the breast of the
and looked this time straight into my eyes: his own were little and
bright like a bird's, blinking and winking strangely.
"What do you mean?" I asked, very
for I was far stronger than he, and not easily frightened.
"Take your hand from my jacket.
This is no way to behave."
My uncle seemed to make a great
effort upon himself.
"Dod man, David," he said, "ye should-nae speak to
about your father. That's where the mistake is."
He sat awhile and shook, blinking in his plate: "He
was all the
brother that ever I had," he added, but with no heart in his voice; and
then he caught up his spoon and fell to supper again, but still shaking.
Now this last passage, this laying of hands upon my person and sudden profession of love for my dead father, went so clean beyond my comprehension that it put me into both fear and hope. On the one hand, I began to think my uncle was perhaps insane and might be dangerous; on the other, there came up into my mind (quite unbidden by me and even discouraged) a story like some ballad I had heard folk singing, of a poor lad that was a rightful heir and a wicked kinsman that tried to keep him from his own. For why should my uncle play a part with a relative that came, almost a beggar, to his door, unless in his heart he had some cause to fear him?
With this notion, all unacknowledged, but nevertheless getting firmly settled in my head, I now began to imitate his covert looks; so that we sat at table like a cat and a mouse, each stealthily observing the other. Not another word had he to say to me, black or white, but was busy turning something secretly over in his mind; and the longer we sat and the more I looked at him, the more certain I became that the something was unfriendly to myself.
When he had cleared the platter, he got out a single pipeful of tobacco, just as in the morning, turned round a stool into the chimney corner, and sat awhile smoking, with his back to me.
"Davie," he said, at length, "I've
been thinking;" then he paused, and said it again.
"There's a wee bit siller that I half promised ye
before ye were
born," he continued; "promised it to your father.
O, naething legal, ye understand; just gentlemen
daffing at their wine. Well,
I keepit that bit money separate — it was a great
expense, but a promise is a promise — and it has grown by now to be a
just precisely — just exactly" — and here he paused and stumbled —
"of just exactly forty pounds!" This last he rapped out with a
sidelong glance over his shoulder; and the next moment added, almost
The pound Scots being the same
thing as an English
shilling, the difference made by this second thought was considerable;
see, besides, that the whole story was a lie, invented with some end
puzzled me to guess; and I made no attempt to conceal the tone of
which I answered —
"O, think again, sir! Pounds
"That's what I said," returned my
"pounds sterling! And if you'll step out-by to the door a minute, just
see what kind of a night it is, I'll get it out to ye and call ye in
I did his will, smiling to myself in my contempt that he should think I was so easily to be deceived. It was a dark night, with a few stars low down; and as I stood just outside the door, I heard a hollow moaning of wind far off among the hills. I said to myself there was something thundery and changeful in the weather, and little knew of what a vast importance that should prove to me before the evening passed.
When I was called in again, my
uncle counted out into
my hand seven and thirty golden guinea pieces; the rest was in his
small gold and silver; but his heart failed him there, and he crammed
into his pocket.
"There," said he, "that'll show
I'm a queer man, and strange wi' strangers; but my word is my bond, and
the proof of it."
Now, my uncle seemed so miserly that I was struck dumb by this sudden generosity, and could find no words in which to thank him.
"No a word!" said he. "Nae thanks; I want nae thanks. I do my duty. I'm no saying that everybody would have, done it; but for my part (though I'm a careful body, too) it's a pleasure to me to do the right by my brother's son; and it's a pleasure to me to think that now we'll agree as such near friends should."
I spoke him in return as handsomely
as I was able;
but all the while I was wondering what would come next, and why he had
with his precious guineas; for as to the reason he had given, a baby
Presently he looked towards me sideways.
"And see here," says he, "tit for
I told him I was ready to prove my gratitude in any reasonable degree, and then waited, looking for some monstrous demand. And yet, when at last he plucked up courage to speak, it was only to tell me (very properly, as I thought) that he was growing old and a little broken, and that he would expect me to help him with the house and the bit garden.
I answered, and expressed my readiness to serve.
"Well," he said, "let's begin."
He pulled out of his pocket a rusty key.
"There," says he, "there's the key of the
the far end of the house. Ye
only win into it from the outside, for that part of the house is no
finished. Gang ye
in there, and up the stairs, and bring me down the
chest that's at the top. There's
papers in't," he added.
"Can I have a light, sir?" said I.
"Na," said he, very cunningly.
"Nae lights in my house."
"Very well, sir," said I.
"Are the stairs good?"
"They're grand," said he; and then,
was going, "Keep to the wall," he added; "there's nae bannisters.
But the stairs are grand underfoot."
Out I went into the night. The wind was still moaning in the distance, though never a breath of it came near the house of Shaws. It had fallen blacker than ever; and I was glad to feel along the wall, till I came the length of the stairtower door at the far end of the unfinished wing. I had got the key into the keyhole and had just turned it, when all upon a sudden, without sound of wind or thunder, the whole sky lighted up with wild fire and went black again. I had to put my hand over my eyes to get back to the colour of the darkness; and indeed I was already half blinded when I stepped into the tower.
It was so dark inside, it seemed a
body could scarce
breathe; but I pushed out with foot and hand, and presently struck the
the one, and the lowermost round of the stair with the other.
The wall, by the touch, was of fine hewn stone; the
steps too, though
somewhat steep and narrow, were of polished masonwork, and regular and
my uncle's word
about the bannisters, I kept close to the tower side, and felt my way
pitch darkness with a beating heart.
The house of Shaws stood some five full storeys high, not counting lofts. Well, as I advanced, it seemed to me the stair grew airier and a thought more lightsome; and I was wondering what might be the cause of this change, when a second blink of the summer lightning came and went. If I did not cry out, it was because fear had me by the throat; and if I did not fall, it was more by Heaven's mercy than my own strength. It was not only that the flash shone in on every side through breaches in the wall, so that I seemed to be clambering aloft upon an open scaffold, but the same passing brightness showed me the steps were of unequal length, and that one of my feet rested that moment within two inches of the well.
This was the grand stair! I
thought; and with the
thought, a gust of a kind of angry courage came into my heart.
My uncle had sent me here, certainly to run great
risks, perhaps to die.
I swore I would settle that "perhaps," if I should
neck for it; got me down upon my hands and knees; and as slowly as a
feeling before me every inch, and testing the solidity of every stone,
continued to ascend the stair. The
darkness, by contrast with the flash, appeared to have redoubled; nor
all, for my ears were now troubled and my mind confounded by a great
bats in the top part of the tower, and the foul beasts, flying
sometimes beat about my face and body.
The tower, I should have said, was
square; and in
every corner the step was made of a great stone of a different shape to
flights. Well, I
had come close to
one of these turns, when, feeling forward as usual, my hand slipped
upon an edge
and found nothing but emptiness beyond it.
The stair had been carried no higher; to set a
mounting it in the darkness was to send him straight to his death; and
(although, thanks to the lightning and my own precautions, I was safe
the mere thought of the peril in which I might have stood, and the
height I might have fallen from, brought out the sweat upon my body and
But I knew what I wanted now, and
turned and groped
my way down again, with a wonderful anger in my heart.
About half-way down, the wind sprang up in a clap
and shook the tower,
and died again; the rain followed; and before I had reached the ground
fell in buckets. I
put out my head
into the storm, and looked along towards the kitchen.
The door, which I had shut behind me when I left,
now stood open, and
shed a little glimmer of light; and I thought I could see a figure
the rain, quite still, like a man hearkening.
And then there came a blinding flash, which showed
me my uncle plainly,
just where I had fancied him to stand; and hard upon the heels of it, a
tow-row of thunder.
Now, whether my uncle thought the
crash to be the
sound of my fall, or whether he heard in it God's voice denouncing
will leave you to guess. Certain
is, at least, that he was seized on by a kind of panic fear, and that
into the house and left the door open behind him.
I followed as softly as I could, and, coming unheard
into the kitchen,
stood and watched him.
He had found time to open the corner cupboard and bring out a great case bottle of aqua vitae, and now sat with his back towards me at the table. Ever and again he would be seized with a fit of deadly shuddering and groan aloud, and carrying the bottle to his lips, drink down the raw spirits by the mouthful.
I stepped forward, came close
behind him where he
sat, and suddenly clapping my two hands down upon his shoulders —
"Ah!" cried I.
My uncle gave a kind of broken cry like a sheep's bleat, flung up his arms, and tumbled to the floor like a dead man. I was somewhat shocked at this; but I had myself to look to first of all, and did not hesitate to let him lie as he had fallen. The keys were hanging in the cupboard; and it was my design to furnish myself with arms before my uncle should come again to his senses and the power of devising evil. In the cupboard were a few bottles, some apparently of medicine; a great many bills and other papers, which I should willingly enough have rummaged, had I had the time; and a few necessaries that were nothing to my purpose. Thence I turned to the chests. The first was full of meal; the second of moneybags and papers tied into sheaves; in the third, with many other things (and these for the most part clothes) I found a rusty, ugly-looking Highland dirk without the scabbard. This, then, I concealed inside my waistcoat, and turned to my uncle.
He lay as he had fallen, all
huddled, with one knee
up and one arm sprawling abroad; his face had a strange colour of blue,
seemed to have ceased breathing. Fear
came on me that he was dead; then I got water and dashed it in his
with that he seemed to come a little to himself, working his mouth and
fluttering his eyelids. At
looked up and saw me, and there came into his eyes a terror that was
not of this
"Come, come," said I; "sit up."
"Are ye alive?" he sobbed.
"O man, are ye alive?"
"That am I," said I.
"Small thanks to you!"
He had begun to seek for his breath with deep sighs. "The blue phial," said he — "in the aumry — the blue phial." His breath came slower still.
I ran to the cupboard, and, sure
enough, found there
a blue phial of medicine, with the dose written on it on a paper, and
administered to him with what speed I might.
"It's the trouble," said he,
little; "I have a trouble, Davie. It's the heart."
I set him on a chair and looked at him. It is true I felt some pity for a man that looked so sick, but I was full besides of righteous anger; and I numbered over before him the points on which I wanted explanation: why he lied to me at every word; why he feared that I should leave him; why he disliked it to be hinted that he and my father were twins — "Is that because it is true?" I asked; why he had given me money to which I was convinced I had no claim; and, last of all, why he had tried to kill me. He heard me all through in silence; and then, in a broken voice, begged me to let him go to bed.
"I'll tell ye the morn," he said;
sure as death I will."
And so weak was he that I could do nothing but consent. I locked him into his room, however, and pocketed the, key, and then returning to the kitchen, made up such a blaze as had not shone there for many a long year, and wrapping myself in my plaid, lay down upon the chests and fell asleep.Click here to continue to the next chapter of Kidnapped